Care Bear Test

I just did a care bear test that was sent to me a long time ago....

http://www.drudabear.com/quiz.htm

results were:

Cheer Bear - You eternal optimist, you. You like it when everyone is happy and nobody is left out. You're one of those cool people who tries to include everyone. You're a happy, bubbly, bouncy kind of person.

Good Luck Bear - You are very impulsive. You tend to believe that luck will come your way and it usually does! You put alot of trust in faith and luck.

Love-a-lot Bear - You're a hopeless romantic! You're probably the type to play match-maker with all your friends. You love to be in-love and you're a very loveable person.

Hmmm... certain areas are pretty true I would say.... anyway, I was juz going thru my old emails and I read the one Denise typed to me back in April.... It was to tell me that she wasn't gonna come back to the biz.... As I was reading the email that was sent to me almost 8 mths ago, many things came to mind.... Suddenly I was thankful to this biz.... Finally, something that could make Denise contact me and our friendship got closer.... Then there were couples that sprouted while in the biz, like Mich Ling and Richard, and Denise and Ben then.... well, Nic and I broke up and now there's Derrick and me.... Coming to think about it, time really flies, Derrick and I have been together for slightly more than 5 months now, and when Denise sent me that email 8 months ago, things were very, very different and its pretty scary knowing that things can change so vastly within such a short period of time.... I think too many things have happened within this period of time and it has taken its toll on me... I'm juz taking a day as it comes, even when it comes to my relationship.... Its partly my fault that things are such.....

For me, right now, biz has already taken a back seat and things between Derrick and I are looking much better.... I'm enjoying my time in StarHub right now, my colleagues are a great bunch of people and did I forget to mention that Denise is also one of my colleagues? It really seems like I can't get her out of my life can I? Maybe I can, but I just don't want to.... Maybe its fate.... maybe, maybe, maybe.....

Ok, enough thoughts for now... Tomorrow, I'll be joining a new team that I've never met before.... Wish me luck....

9 days after my birthday...

Like Grace said, turning 21 ain't a big deal, u're simply just getting older.... well.... couldn't hold the party at the poolside coz the damned manager thought it was gonna rain and refused to take the risk... turned out? perfect weather, windy yet without the rain... damn it.... nvm.... I shall not think about it anymore, its already over anyway.... A misunderstanding happened between Angel and me, well, it sure din help things between Ryan and her.... This time, I really have to admit, maybe I dun understand Angel as much as I thought I did.... Then again, people change all the time.... Grace, how much I wished you could have been here at my party, well, if only u din have exams in Aussie.... Anyway, some of my birthday pics are up, just go to http://michling.multiply.com k? I love u, thanks for the birthday sms! really appreciate it.... waiting for your return in Dec....