Oh yes, its 0041hrs on the 15/2.... Valentine's Day is finally over... its been a sucky day, coz some insensitive idiot juz had to worsen the last of my valentine's day.... then another sensitive guy just sent me a very nice sms thanking me for being a great fren on valentine's day.... if only the sender of the sms would be swapped..... but no.... it can't.... but ah... I just want time to fly and get my ass out of this place and get home and get sleep.... I'm just too drained to want to think, I'm so tired, I dun even want to walk to the pantry to refill my tea....
God, the time is crawling by me.... I hate it when I'm so tired and time is crawling and work has been shit today.... full of shit... just like the keychain Nana and I saw at PS... It just showed a picture of a toilet bowl and said, " Men are like toilet bowls, the good ones are already taken and the rest are full of shit!" haha... ah... I'm just being irritable today lahz and the things that some people say just didn't help.... and now that its only almost 1am which means I'm gonna be stuck here for another hour.... haiz.... wat the heck....
My eyelids are getting heavy and the heavier they get the grouchier I become.... The more I think of what happened, the more questions I have in my head and the more discomfort I feel.... *Sighs* the pink rose is nice, hmmm... obviously Sebastian doesn't know my fav flower, but haha, the best part was he bought it in front of me, and we chose a bouquet for someone else *eh-em* well, at least the both of us didn't spend a lousy Valentine's day, although we both wished that we were with someone else instead....
oh no, its only 0107hrs.... so boring.... I'm dying of drowsiness already.... hmmm.... brain dead already, or should I say, my brain is already in lala land, I think I'm gonna fall dead asleep in the cab on my way home again.... shit lahz.... its only 0112hrs... oh my god, 45 mins more to go.....goodness gracious me.... hmmm... maybe I should be good and start kicking the habit of cracking my knuckles.... hmmm.... haha.... ;)
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Monday, February 14, 2005
14/2/2005
Its valentine's day today.... and you'll never believe how I spent it.... As much as I wished I spent it with Derrick, I didn't get a chance to, I actually spent it with Sebastian.... God.... We had breakfast at Serangoon McDonald's then I went home to bathe and change then we went down to Tampines and had lunch there and then we watched a matinee movie I Do I Do, then I came to work and Sebastian accompanied me to work... then he stayed til after dinner, then he left.... and now, I'm still at work typing my bloody blog......
Hmmm.... valentine's day.... bought flowers for the girls in my team and frens, but the only flower I received was from Sebastian.... Work sux, I think I'm just irritable, my headset spoilt so I have to use Sebastian's headset.... lucky its his off day today.... yah its his off day and he came to work with me.... well.... I won't elaborate further if not he'll say I'm divulging too much info...
I dunno why, but I'm suddenly feeling very grouchy.... feeling very pissed and fed up..... I told Kathy wat happened and she has given me good advice, well.... its about an incident that only Kathy and I will know.... hmmm.... my mood is affecting my working efficiency..... basically, that means that I'm not as efficient as I usually am and this sux... maybe its because I din sleep, I mean I did get some rest lahz, not really sleep lahz.... aiyah...... I'm just feeling very mang zang now.... argh..... so frustrating.... everything seems to be getting on my nerves.... I wanted to get the flea and tick shampoo for Faith just now, but after breakfast the shops weren't open yet, and after that it slipped my mind, anyway, its not like as though he's gonna meet me, so wat's the rush to get the shampoo??? I just getting abit annoyed coz I really don't remember a time when Derrick would ever make an effort to come down to meet me instead of me going over.... I mean yah we're not together, but still even when we were together last time, I can count with 1 hand the number of times he actually came down..... sad rite? but still I didn't complain..... ah, nvm.... wat can I expect when he could address my birthday card to me as Dear Michelle, this card sums up all that I wanna say. wow..... and he said he didn't wanna say anything more coz he doesn't wanna say things that he doesn't mean.... Why am I talking about my bday now? coz I just saw it again the other day!! argh!! its only 10.25pm now.... I still have to stay here til 2am.... shit man.... and its damn busy, but I'm stuck doing a transfer rite now..... ARGH!!! okok.... I shall stop sounding like a brat.... time to get back to work......
Hmmm.... valentine's day.... bought flowers for the girls in my team and frens, but the only flower I received was from Sebastian.... Work sux, I think I'm just irritable, my headset spoilt so I have to use Sebastian's headset.... lucky its his off day today.... yah its his off day and he came to work with me.... well.... I won't elaborate further if not he'll say I'm divulging too much info...
I dunno why, but I'm suddenly feeling very grouchy.... feeling very pissed and fed up..... I told Kathy wat happened and she has given me good advice, well.... its about an incident that only Kathy and I will know.... hmmm.... my mood is affecting my working efficiency..... basically, that means that I'm not as efficient as I usually am and this sux... maybe its because I din sleep, I mean I did get some rest lahz, not really sleep lahz.... aiyah...... I'm just feeling very mang zang now.... argh..... so frustrating.... everything seems to be getting on my nerves.... I wanted to get the flea and tick shampoo for Faith just now, but after breakfast the shops weren't open yet, and after that it slipped my mind, anyway, its not like as though he's gonna meet me, so wat's the rush to get the shampoo??? I just getting abit annoyed coz I really don't remember a time when Derrick would ever make an effort to come down to meet me instead of me going over.... I mean yah we're not together, but still even when we were together last time, I can count with 1 hand the number of times he actually came down..... sad rite? but still I didn't complain..... ah, nvm.... wat can I expect when he could address my birthday card to me as Dear Michelle, this card sums up all that I wanna say. wow..... and he said he didn't wanna say anything more coz he doesn't wanna say things that he doesn't mean.... Why am I talking about my bday now? coz I just saw it again the other day!! argh!! its only 10.25pm now.... I still have to stay here til 2am.... shit man.... and its damn busy, but I'm stuck doing a transfer rite now..... ARGH!!! okok.... I shall stop sounding like a brat.... time to get back to work......
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