Its Saturday, but its raining and Derrick had to go back to school to do some stupid set-up.... He's been so busy lately that he's neglecting me BIG time......
Anyway, on Thurs the pain in my leg almost killed me so when Derrick came home for lunch, he insisted on me seeing the doctor now, so I went.... Problem was, my leg was so painful, I couldn't walk down properly, so he volunteered to carry me, which only resulted in me suffering more pains coz I couldn't bend my leg and he accidentally pressed the painful area..... Ahhh!!! okok, anyway, the doctor was much better than the idiotic lousy bastard at CGH, he said its a housemaid knee problem, gave me a jab and by yesterday, I was much much better.....
Argh.... its Saturday and its raining again!!!! Its the 3rd Sat in a row to rain already.... and yes, I counted, coz I'd usually bring my dogs to the pet farm to play around..... Even my dogs are upset that they can't go to the farm to have fun.....
Its 2pm already, but Derrick's not done with his work yet..... Was supposed to buy food, shampoo and vitamin for Faith today.... haiz..... Today is such a boring day..... Was supposed to have a meet up session with the Aldrich and all, but its been cancelled coz Sebastian and Denise can't make it..... ah...... damn bored..... TV's so boring too, showing Romance of the 3 Kingdoms on channel 8..... hate that stupid show..... its Saturday, yet there seems to be nothing to do.... can't mop the floor, if not, Derrick's mum is gonna say its sticky again..... haiyah.... damn sianz.... such a whiny day.... hmmmm.... Faith is so bored that she's sleeping... again!! and my poor fighting fish juz got transferred into a much smaller tank coz Derrick bought 2 new fishes and didn't wanna buy a new tank.... problem now is 2 new fishes now left only as 1 new fish, coz the other fish stupidly jumped out of the tank.... so he ended up being dead on the floor.... haiz..... lie down and watch channel U lahz..... si bei sianz.....
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Gloomy Thursday.....
Its a gloomy Thursday.... yupz... I lost in shares.... well, not much, but I just don't like the feeling of losing.... not that it helps me to wake up painlessly today... yes yes..... more whining coz my right leg is still in tremendous pain... PAIN!!!!!! AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okok..... I know screaming doesn't help make the pain go away.... Derrick is still at work.... I'm missing him already..... He should be coming back soon from work for lunch..... he's made me realise the plus point of working near office.... and I mean NEAR.... like happy walking to work!! hahaha, anyway..... yah, still haven't found a job yet.... and Aldrich just called me last night, to arrange for an outing this coming Sat, I'm supposed to call Denise, just haven't got down to it yet.... Well... I would love to go, but I just have alot of difficulty moving, it hurts even when I'm not moving.... I promise that I would go unless its really really painful..... anyway, Derrick did say that he'll bring me to the doctor's if I still don't feel better... Its totally affecting my life.... I can't walk properly, can't do anything properly. And the pain's excruciating to the point that I can't sleep!!!! Urh!!
Yes I can't stop whining about my leg, but what else can I do??? Its so painful, taking painkillers that doesn't work doesn't make any sense to me, can't do housework coz I can't walk properly, the last thing I need is to slip and fall and worsen my already bad situation.....
Faith's so adorable.... she loves it whenever I let her in into Derrick's room, she'd jump at the chance to jump up the bed and rest against the pillow, and she'll sleep for hours.... enjoying the air-con and soft beddings.....
Derrick just called.... he's buying lunch back, but because I had to move to get the phone, my leg hurts so much its killing me.... I have to cry everyday to release some of the stress this pain is causing me..... Its terrible.... horrible experience..... Whatever!!! I wanna lie down..... *SulkZ*
okok..... I know screaming doesn't help make the pain go away.... Derrick is still at work.... I'm missing him already..... He should be coming back soon from work for lunch..... he's made me realise the plus point of working near office.... and I mean NEAR.... like happy walking to work!! hahaha, anyway..... yah, still haven't found a job yet.... and Aldrich just called me last night, to arrange for an outing this coming Sat, I'm supposed to call Denise, just haven't got down to it yet.... Well... I would love to go, but I just have alot of difficulty moving, it hurts even when I'm not moving.... I promise that I would go unless its really really painful..... anyway, Derrick did say that he'll bring me to the doctor's if I still don't feel better... Its totally affecting my life.... I can't walk properly, can't do anything properly. And the pain's excruciating to the point that I can't sleep!!!! Urh!!
Yes I can't stop whining about my leg, but what else can I do??? Its so painful, taking painkillers that doesn't work doesn't make any sense to me, can't do housework coz I can't walk properly, the last thing I need is to slip and fall and worsen my already bad situation.....
Faith's so adorable.... she loves it whenever I let her in into Derrick's room, she'd jump at the chance to jump up the bed and rest against the pillow, and she'll sleep for hours.... enjoying the air-con and soft beddings.....
Derrick just called.... he's buying lunch back, but because I had to move to get the phone, my leg hurts so much its killing me.... I have to cry everyday to release some of the stress this pain is causing me..... Its terrible.... horrible experience..... Whatever!!! I wanna lie down..... *SulkZ*
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Pain Pain and more PAIN!!!!
PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pain pain pain.....
yes yes I know I'm screaming, but its only because I'm in major pain hell-hole..... Nothing can describe it, I can't sit properly, I can't walk properly, I'm just so handicapped I have to use Derrick's mum's old crutches.... well, it does help me to walk less painfully, but I'm still trying to get used to walking with crutches.... The swelling is not going down, the painkiller and muscle relaxant are bull-shit.... doesn't exactly works or maybe it does, but the relief that it provides just ain't up to my expectation..... I dunno how long more I will have to live with this pain, but every morining my hopes have been dashed when I try to get out of bed normally.....
Been looking for a job, but well... might as well take this opportunity to rest since I can't walk properly, anyway, wouldn't want my new employer to think that I'm crippled or tend to need MC all the time....
TV's boring, watching the re-run of American Idol.... Faith looks bored, but I can't even walk properly myself, much less to bring her out for a walk.... Hmmm.... talking about Faith, she's just got her first heat and we brought her to the Pasir Ris Pet Farm to play last Saturday and well... she was the centre of attention by all the male dogs.... and its only to Derrick's pleasure, he's so obsessed with Faith getting pregnant!!!! He's looking forward to having puppies around the house.... For the past few days, Derrick has been rubbing Faith's little tummy and chanting you're pregnant my little Faith, pregnant!!! hahaha, and yes I agree, he's nuts..... its 5.30pm already, Derrick's knocking off soon, well he usually knocks off around 7pm, dun think I'll be joining him for dinner coz my knee hurts with every, any movement and yes sometimes even when I dun move at all.... but he's got tuition class tonight so he'll be home later.... damn..... more time to be bored.... well, at least there's little Faith to keep me company..... ;) haiz.... oh! COPS showing on channel 5 now, shall go lie down in bed and watch TV.... ouch.............
yes yes I know I'm screaming, but its only because I'm in major pain hell-hole..... Nothing can describe it, I can't sit properly, I can't walk properly, I'm just so handicapped I have to use Derrick's mum's old crutches.... well, it does help me to walk less painfully, but I'm still trying to get used to walking with crutches.... The swelling is not going down, the painkiller and muscle relaxant are bull-shit.... doesn't exactly works or maybe it does, but the relief that it provides just ain't up to my expectation..... I dunno how long more I will have to live with this pain, but every morining my hopes have been dashed when I try to get out of bed normally.....
Been looking for a job, but well... might as well take this opportunity to rest since I can't walk properly, anyway, wouldn't want my new employer to think that I'm crippled or tend to need MC all the time....
TV's boring, watching the re-run of American Idol.... Faith looks bored, but I can't even walk properly myself, much less to bring her out for a walk.... Hmmm.... talking about Faith, she's just got her first heat and we brought her to the Pasir Ris Pet Farm to play last Saturday and well... she was the centre of attention by all the male dogs.... and its only to Derrick's pleasure, he's so obsessed with Faith getting pregnant!!!! He's looking forward to having puppies around the house.... For the past few days, Derrick has been rubbing Faith's little tummy and chanting you're pregnant my little Faith, pregnant!!! hahaha, and yes I agree, he's nuts..... its 5.30pm already, Derrick's knocking off soon, well he usually knocks off around 7pm, dun think I'll be joining him for dinner coz my knee hurts with every, any movement and yes sometimes even when I dun move at all.... but he's got tuition class tonight so he'll be home later.... damn..... more time to be bored.... well, at least there's little Faith to keep me company..... ;) haiz.... oh! COPS showing on channel 5 now, shall go lie down in bed and watch TV.... ouch.............
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Come-back
Hey, its been a long time since I last blogged..... and so much has happened....
Well, nothing much between Derrick and I, we've been together for quite sometime now and I've never felt more loved before ;) okok, no mushy stuffies....
My god-pa passed away on 31st March, guess you could say that was what that caused me to stop blogging.... I've never had someone who was so close to me pass away.... I was so sad, he died of heart problem, something like half the heart stopped functioning, so not enough blood could get to the brains and the rest of the body, causing him to die.... It was a sad enough occasion.... I guess during that period of time, I couldn't blog, I could only cry, I got dellusional, I would stand by the coffin and talk to him and ask him to get up and stop joking with me, stop acting dead, I would be at the wake at 9am and leave the wake after MN, I just wanted to spend as much time as I have left with his physical body, I could sense he was around and watching, or should I say that even until now, I can still feel his presence around me.... I miss him alot, reunion dinners will never be the same again....
Well, work started to get crappy, alot of newbies, and as usual, lots of annoying people who take pleasure to annoy the shit out of others.... anyway, I'm already out of the shit hole, so I dun have to give a shit about stupid customers who have screwed up attitudes who call in to ask stupid questions.....
Well.... as for friends wise.... sad as it is, Grace came back sometime back, we spent some time together to catch up, she's a changed person, well, it didn't get to me until mid June, coz Derrick had some business project that will need a website designer, so naturally, the first person that would come to mind is my best friend Grace, so I smsed her to ask her whether she would be free and how much would her fees be..... but sad to say, her reply was offensive... it read
" i can't i'm very busy now, have three jobs in the pipeline and honestly i'm damn expensive. sorry."
I mean I would understand that you're busy and I dun blame you, but did you have to make it sound so malicious??? I can't help but agree that she's changed, not for the better but for the worse!! To me, now she's nothing but a shallow girl, the way she behaves and talks.... Her fake aussie accent irks me, the fact that she can only take cabs and eat at restaurants shows how much she's changed.... she's no longer the Grace I used to know, the one that used to run around without a care for the world and sometimes turn to me and say, girl, I'm broke, can u pay for my cup noodles first??? those were the tuition days, the secondary school days. all those are gone, whats left are wonderful memories and I refuse to her current behaviour ruin those beautiful memories....
Well.... the worst just came upon me on Sunday, I woke up in pain, my knee, I couldn't bend it, there was a hard bump slightly above my right knee... you may ask what happened?? I can only honestly answer, I don't know.... I can't stand for long, its hurts, I can't walk properly.... Derrick thinks its a muscle pull, and will take awhile for it to recover, I don't know whether he's right, I went to A&E on Sunday, they took an X-ray of my right knee, nothing wrong with it, now there's just alot of pain, especially in the mornings.... I feel so handicapped.... I wish the pain would go away.... its now 1pm already, waiting for Derrick to come home with lunch....
ok, he's back!!! yay!!!
Well, nothing much between Derrick and I, we've been together for quite sometime now and I've never felt more loved before ;) okok, no mushy stuffies....
My god-pa passed away on 31st March, guess you could say that was what that caused me to stop blogging.... I've never had someone who was so close to me pass away.... I was so sad, he died of heart problem, something like half the heart stopped functioning, so not enough blood could get to the brains and the rest of the body, causing him to die.... It was a sad enough occasion.... I guess during that period of time, I couldn't blog, I could only cry, I got dellusional, I would stand by the coffin and talk to him and ask him to get up and stop joking with me, stop acting dead, I would be at the wake at 9am and leave the wake after MN, I just wanted to spend as much time as I have left with his physical body, I could sense he was around and watching, or should I say that even until now, I can still feel his presence around me.... I miss him alot, reunion dinners will never be the same again....
Well, work started to get crappy, alot of newbies, and as usual, lots of annoying people who take pleasure to annoy the shit out of others.... anyway, I'm already out of the shit hole, so I dun have to give a shit about stupid customers who have screwed up attitudes who call in to ask stupid questions.....
Well.... as for friends wise.... sad as it is, Grace came back sometime back, we spent some time together to catch up, she's a changed person, well, it didn't get to me until mid June, coz Derrick had some business project that will need a website designer, so naturally, the first person that would come to mind is my best friend Grace, so I smsed her to ask her whether she would be free and how much would her fees be..... but sad to say, her reply was offensive... it read
" i can't i'm very busy now, have three jobs in the pipeline and honestly i'm damn expensive. sorry."
I mean I would understand that you're busy and I dun blame you, but did you have to make it sound so malicious??? I can't help but agree that she's changed, not for the better but for the worse!! To me, now she's nothing but a shallow girl, the way she behaves and talks.... Her fake aussie accent irks me, the fact that she can only take cabs and eat at restaurants shows how much she's changed.... she's no longer the Grace I used to know, the one that used to run around without a care for the world and sometimes turn to me and say, girl, I'm broke, can u pay for my cup noodles first??? those were the tuition days, the secondary school days. all those are gone, whats left are wonderful memories and I refuse to her current behaviour ruin those beautiful memories....
Well.... the worst just came upon me on Sunday, I woke up in pain, my knee, I couldn't bend it, there was a hard bump slightly above my right knee... you may ask what happened?? I can only honestly answer, I don't know.... I can't stand for long, its hurts, I can't walk properly.... Derrick thinks its a muscle pull, and will take awhile for it to recover, I don't know whether he's right, I went to A&E on Sunday, they took an X-ray of my right knee, nothing wrong with it, now there's just alot of pain, especially in the mornings.... I feel so handicapped.... I wish the pain would go away.... its now 1pm already, waiting for Derrick to come home with lunch....
ok, he's back!!! yay!!!
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