wah, just got home awhile ago.... bloody tired.... spent the whole day in Malaysia.... hmmm, did quite abit of things, but most importantly, Derrick did facial today and OH MY GOD!!! if I could film down how much things the beautician squeezed out of his very clogged and inflammed pore.... I would have.... oh.... wat a sight man.... I never thought our pores could contain so much rubbish!!!! Anyway, the beautician did a marvellous and incredible job, results was almost instantaneous!! his cheeks like cleared up alot lorz!!! Miraculous man....
Tired Tired Tired..... still got no mouse for my thinkpad.... still can't find my IR port.... du lan.... next week should be going out with Angel..... hehee, very happy with my pedicure!!! and very cheap!!!! hehehe, if got more time, surely do manicure also.... Must see when Zoe is going in again, then can go together.... hehehehehehe..... y my phone haven't ring..... super sianz.... got to give tuition later at 9am... WAH!!!! KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok lahz, msn with my frens for awhile more then orr orr liaoz..... hmmmm, ear very itchy, dunno who's calling me.... but phone not ringing................................... damn.... shit.... haiz.....
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Annoyed.....
Nah, no one did anything to me, its my new darling that pissed me off.... MY IBM!!!!! I can't find the damn Infra Red Port!!!! I've been like flipping the damn black box 360 degrees and doing all sorts of stunts with it, but NO...... still can't find the annoying bloody port.... Argh.... I'm going Malaysia tmrw, accompany Zoe.... wah.... 9am reach Woodlands lehz.... *faints* no choice, going into Pontien, so have to leave Singapore early.... and wat the hell am I doing awake and typing blog at this hour rite??? haha, can't sleep.... hehe. Busy msning with people I've never really spoken to, not that they're online frens, they are my frens, just that hardly spoke....
...... bored, waiting for replies..... Angel is like lost in La La Land already, hmmmm, she wanted me to accompany her to school tmrw, but I'm going to Malaysia.... so I can't.... argh.... feel so bad.... hmmm, back to searching for that darned IR.... pisser.... argh.....
...... bored, waiting for replies..... Angel is like lost in La La Land already, hmmmm, she wanted me to accompany her to school tmrw, but I'm going to Malaysia.... so I can't.... argh.... feel so bad.... hmmm, back to searching for that darned IR.... pisser.... argh.....
Its over....
Well, its been a pretty rough year, its coming to an end, however many things have already ended.... Hah, yah, talking abt none other than myself.... So much has happened that I don't even know where to start!! Angel has been a great pal to me, as much as that we both agree that we have attitude problem, but honestly, it doesn't matter.... I left Derrick, yes again, and many would say, finally... but hmmm, its hard to walk away from someone who cares and being a girl, softhearted, it was difficult for me to break his heart..... That day..... horrible....
I called Angel at abt 12.30am on the 7th November, despite the fact that she had a morning class that day, she didn't pick up the phone, so naturally, I thought she was already asleep.... who else could I call for help with so much things to bring home??? I didn't have a proper luggage, neither did I want any help from Derrick..... He has trespassed too often.... I called Nic, to my surprise, he was attached, it took me awhile to register that, it hurt, I won't deny it, coz 2 weeks ago, he said things like he's still hurt, not over the relationship and more bullshit.... so Angel called me back, apparently, she was bathing.... Despite having already bathed and a morning class to attend, she came over, helped me pack everything and called Qitai, to drive me home.... I sobbed, cried.... was confused, was it over walking out of Derrick's place or Nicholas having a girl beside him that's not me?? I thought of Nicholas constantly after that day, 7th of every month was supposed to have been our anniversary, he chose that day to tell me that he got attached.... was that on purpose? or was it pure coincidence?? I honestly don't have the answer to that.... Anyway, amazingly, on the 7th, I cried like there was no tomorrow, went to the airport to cry, well, most people thought that my most beloved just took a plane.... hmmm... it was a good place to cry, people won't give u weird stares.... haha. Anyway, after I was done crying, I was fine already, I don't want to waste my tears for those 2 assholes.... Days went by slowly, Angel going overseas didn't make things any better, so I occupied myself with DVD, Full House!!!! LOVE the show to bits.... to a point whereby I'm now picking up Korean.....
Let's just say that Nicholas was my first love and the man I spent most of my time with and we went everywhere together, I can't think of a place in Singapore that Nic and I haven't gone before, oh yah, PSA, haha.... I guess, deep down there'll always be this special place just for him, and the only way for me to get over him is to feel that he is dead.... yup, so its as good as saying, Nicholas is dead, nothing I say nor do will turn back time, nor will we be together again. This boy is just someone who's almost a replica of the Nicholas I once loved. Anyways, his new girlfriend is like Ugly ah!!! Wait!!! I'm not being jealous, this is an unanimous feedback from many people, and she dare say that she pities me.... Wah.... Thanks, but no thanks, save the pity for urself.... I'm really not the pitiful one lorz.... Anyway, about Derrick.... hai.... he's a big headache....
I really really dunno whether he's heartless, feelingless or just not someone to show his emotions.... he's worse than a piece of glass..... at times, he makes me hate him, at other times, he makes me love him.... he's got a good IQ, very very bad EQ.... he knows what he should do, but he always choose not to do it..... so in general, he pisses people off.... He doesn't know how to use inflection, power and pause in his voice and conversation, so he's very monotonous in conversation and that gives people the feeling that he's not interested, doesn't care.... so that's how problems arose and things got nasty....
Anyway.... hope Nic's dad is feeling better already, its just not very right for me to keep showing my concern lahz.... so, hmmm... and yah, last nite, I re-read all the letters that Nic wrote to me from 16/6/04 onwards.... As I read it, I realised that most of wat men say, is bullshit, u can't blame me for being cynical, coz for the relationship, the person who chose to walk away in the end was Nic, when he wouldn't trust me and he let this lame thing take over, oh yah, for Nicholas, there are 2 lame things that controls his life, the first is his EGO!!!!!! the second is the ugly and stupid Michael Peh Han Sen, hmmm, just felt like typing his full name out... yupperz, so seriously, even Nicholas' mum doesn't like Michael, so period, need I elaborate further???
I really miss typing my blog, I feel like I can go on and on.... but I better stop for now.... so happy now, coz I've got a new laptop, wireless and my desktop has internet now!!! hahahahahaha!!!! heheheheheheh!!!! Tata!!! An Nyeong ah sae yo!!!
I called Angel at abt 12.30am on the 7th November, despite the fact that she had a morning class that day, she didn't pick up the phone, so naturally, I thought she was already asleep.... who else could I call for help with so much things to bring home??? I didn't have a proper luggage, neither did I want any help from Derrick..... He has trespassed too often.... I called Nic, to my surprise, he was attached, it took me awhile to register that, it hurt, I won't deny it, coz 2 weeks ago, he said things like he's still hurt, not over the relationship and more bullshit.... so Angel called me back, apparently, she was bathing.... Despite having already bathed and a morning class to attend, she came over, helped me pack everything and called Qitai, to drive me home.... I sobbed, cried.... was confused, was it over walking out of Derrick's place or Nicholas having a girl beside him that's not me?? I thought of Nicholas constantly after that day, 7th of every month was supposed to have been our anniversary, he chose that day to tell me that he got attached.... was that on purpose? or was it pure coincidence?? I honestly don't have the answer to that.... Anyway, amazingly, on the 7th, I cried like there was no tomorrow, went to the airport to cry, well, most people thought that my most beloved just took a plane.... hmmm... it was a good place to cry, people won't give u weird stares.... haha. Anyway, after I was done crying, I was fine already, I don't want to waste my tears for those 2 assholes.... Days went by slowly, Angel going overseas didn't make things any better, so I occupied myself with DVD, Full House!!!! LOVE the show to bits.... to a point whereby I'm now picking up Korean.....
Let's just say that Nicholas was my first love and the man I spent most of my time with and we went everywhere together, I can't think of a place in Singapore that Nic and I haven't gone before, oh yah, PSA, haha.... I guess, deep down there'll always be this special place just for him, and the only way for me to get over him is to feel that he is dead.... yup, so its as good as saying, Nicholas is dead, nothing I say nor do will turn back time, nor will we be together again. This boy is just someone who's almost a replica of the Nicholas I once loved. Anyways, his new girlfriend is like Ugly ah!!! Wait!!! I'm not being jealous, this is an unanimous feedback from many people, and she dare say that she pities me.... Wah.... Thanks, but no thanks, save the pity for urself.... I'm really not the pitiful one lorz.... Anyway, about Derrick.... hai.... he's a big headache....
I really really dunno whether he's heartless, feelingless or just not someone to show his emotions.... he's worse than a piece of glass..... at times, he makes me hate him, at other times, he makes me love him.... he's got a good IQ, very very bad EQ.... he knows what he should do, but he always choose not to do it..... so in general, he pisses people off.... He doesn't know how to use inflection, power and pause in his voice and conversation, so he's very monotonous in conversation and that gives people the feeling that he's not interested, doesn't care.... so that's how problems arose and things got nasty....
Anyway.... hope Nic's dad is feeling better already, its just not very right for me to keep showing my concern lahz.... so, hmmm... and yah, last nite, I re-read all the letters that Nic wrote to me from 16/6/04 onwards.... As I read it, I realised that most of wat men say, is bullshit, u can't blame me for being cynical, coz for the relationship, the person who chose to walk away in the end was Nic, when he wouldn't trust me and he let this lame thing take over, oh yah, for Nicholas, there are 2 lame things that controls his life, the first is his EGO!!!!!! the second is the ugly and stupid Michael Peh Han Sen, hmmm, just felt like typing his full name out... yupperz, so seriously, even Nicholas' mum doesn't like Michael, so period, need I elaborate further???
I really miss typing my blog, I feel like I can go on and on.... but I better stop for now.... so happy now, coz I've got a new laptop, wireless and my desktop has internet now!!! hahahahahaha!!!! heheheheheheh!!!! Tata!!! An Nyeong ah sae yo!!!
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