Sick on a Friday...

I dunno wat could have caused it, the porridge? too much pepper? Or too much chinese tea??

Wateva the case.... I got food poisoning.... I never knew how that felt til yesterday...

Having to stand in at the shop til Lifan came back didn't help things either....

She only came back after 2pm, I was half dead by then. My temperature was rising and my consciousness failing. Never felt more sick than yesterday.....

Took my meds and I got knocked out big time.... I almost slept for another 12 hours....

I'm feeling much better today, though my stomach is still a little crazy, but I'm definitely better....

Yay! Later gonna sing KTV with Athena, Gavin and SP, hehe.

My stomach is growling.... I only ate abit for breakfast, had milo for lunch and fuel tank is now flashing empty.... I'm craving for apple... but nobody sells apples in this neighbourhood.... Having a shop in private residential areas suck, everything is so far away....

Damn.... its only 7.30pm.... an hour and a half to go....

Mood Swings

Hmmm... Mood swings...

Once again, I sat in my reclusive corner of my shop and teared... I don't know for wat, maybe I'm just letting my emotions take over me....

Its definitely time, time to end it once and for all....

If this keeps coming, I'll prob go bonkers before I know it....

Maybe if we had juz decided to go as planned, to Zouk, I prob wouldn't be feeling like this....

It might be the lack of sleep, it might just be my hormones going crazy,it might just be my emotions coming up thanks to .

I haven't fed, I heard a missed call... I didn't react, I don't even want to touch my phone... Take it away from me....

I've been stoning, since morning.... Nothing's helping....

Maybe, all I want is someone to be here for me to hug and cry my heart out.... Maybe, that would help....