Thoughts

Its late or rather early in the morning, and no for the first time in a long long time, I'm not typing while I'm at work... I'm typing at Derrick's place... Many things has happened recently.... thoughts scare me quite abit, but I pretend that nothing's happening and go on with life and work.... Din go to work today, took MC..... This week ain't a good week..... haiz.... dunnno how to say also.... maybe Kathy's right..... I'm beginning to hit my call stats easily, its a breeze now.... but unknowingly, the job itself has been stressful enough to affect my health! I went to the doctor's just now and the doc said that my headache could be due to stress and I've been having nightmares of my job..... she gave me vallium to help me relax and sleep better... Derrick asked me to go bathe first, hmmmm,..... shall cont typing this later after I'm done with my bath.....

Back from my bath..... hmmm feels pretty good after a nice bath...its 1.50am in the morning already and I'm not asleep yet.... I'm so dead, got to start work at 8am tmrw.... my sweetie is still studying, talk about nerd, he has to be the number 1 nerd in the world, but I still love him.... ;)

Talking about work.... stress.... number 1 stress, hit call stats.... and someone actually logged in my phone id on my off day!!!! oh my god..... scary.... number 2 stress.... customers.... all sorts of them..... I've got customers wanting my personal number, got customer being rude and unreasonable and those that have shown me the nastiest side of the human facade..... oh my and you wonder whether such people are descendants of God or they're just flesh planted by Satan himself..... I'd say the second choice.... well, I won't forget those really sweet and nice ones when they genuinely have an enquiry or a request and they talk like nice proper human beings.... well, number 3 stress??? politics..... I couldn't care less previously, but soon there's gonna be a major movement in shift rosters.... and I might not be with the same team, this totally upsets me.... that's the reason why I'm more concerned about the polictics around the work floor.... and oh not to forget the IDIOTS that breathe the same air and work and walk on the same floor as me, but show no responsibility and pride in their job!!! His name is Marc, an old guy, I dun think he is working as a customer service staff, he's working as a 'taiji' master, why do I say that? coz he's always pushing all and I mean ALL the jobs to everybody else!! I guess that's his method of hitting his call stats.... another one is known as Wit, WIT my ass.... aka Ernie..... so rude, next time, dun have to email them nicely, just tell them to do their job and shut their bloody knowledgeless and rude mouths..... As time goes by, I've learnt that some people deserves help, and the rest simply doesn't! So, when I see that a case belongs to a lousy loser that doesn't deserves help, I'll just say, I'm not able to advice at my end, would get caseowner to call you back! and then just send an email to caseowner to call back, don't and I do mean, DON'T waste any time to assist those idiots who don't deserve it, can use the time to get better call stats...

Ahhh.. *YawnZ*... getting sleepy liaoz.... haven't take my medicine..... to help my relax and not get nightmares of all my work-related stress..... My sweetie is still studying behind me.... hmmm.... ;) honestly, he looks really cute when he's jealous and of all people, Sebastian... haha, can never ever be..... anyway, I wanna go M'sia again, last Mon, went in with Sebas, Kon and Aaron, haha, only bought 2 pairs of shoes.... hmmm.... so sianz.... couldn't really eat, coz have to abstain from meat.... abstain til 26th March..... today only 3rd March.... 23 days to go..... haiz..... ok lahz.... better go help my sweetie wash his cups and then hit the pillows first...... ;) yay, got hugz!!!