Thoughts.. .. .. ..

Thoughts are flooding through my mind again while I'm at work... I think it was because of the hug last night... It was a long hug, a loving and affectionate one... I feel like I don't understand him anymore, I dunno wat's going through his mind, I thought we're supposed to be friends like before we were together, and I'm able to do that, on a normal basis, I should be very happy or should I say ecstatic that I had such a nice long hug from him, but now I'm just confused and I'm thinking of him.... I'm thinking and wondering what is wrong with him.... Then again, I really shouldn't think so much, thinking too much isn't good.... just went downstairs with Sebastian, saw Nicholas Tay and Victor from the part time team, haha, talking about pay and rotiboy breads... yay, its almost 7pm, I'm gonna knock off in 1.5hrs time... haiz... today I kenna all the shit cases manz.... so shit... so much paper work to do, so much follow up to do... haiz.... I sound so grumpy... Running short of clothes to wear, had to wear my favorite black tube dress to work today, haha, everybody was like, eh Michelle, why wear so nice today, going out on hot date ah? yah I wish... haha no lahz, nothing to wear liaoz... so bo pian.... sianz.... I think the whole company thinks that Sebas and I are together.... its doesn't bother him ,but it bothers me quite abit, esp the way some pple look at me.... haiz... dun care lahz.... hmmmm.... had milo and tea today, so I used his mug.... no its my mug, but he bought it for me... hmmm... quite nice to use lahz, but then again, a mug is still a mug.... nothing special abt it....

haiz.... I'm getting sick of my job.... then again, I think its just today lahz.... argh... now time is crawling... only 7.15pm now.... still got 1hr and 15 mins to go.... hmmmm.... I need to go shopping... nono I need sleep.... I found another ABBA song... it touches me coz I can sort of relate to the song.... Knowing Me, Knowing You....

No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house,
tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends,
this is goodbye

Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this timeI have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do

Mem'ries (mem'ries),
good days (good days), bad days (bad days)
They'll be (they'll be),
with me (with me) always (always)
In these old familiar rooms
children would play
Now there's only emptiness,
nothing to say

Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this timeI have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do

(repeat)

Its a nice song... in fact, I think I'm a huge ABBA fan.... hmmm.... yay... 1hr to go... la la la la la.... ;)