Its valentine's day today.... and you'll never believe how I spent it.... As much as I wished I spent it with Derrick, I didn't get a chance to, I actually spent it with Sebastian.... God.... We had breakfast at Serangoon McDonald's then I went home to bathe and change then we went down to Tampines and had lunch there and then we watched a matinee movie I Do I Do, then I came to work and Sebastian accompanied me to work... then he stayed til after dinner, then he left.... and now, I'm still at work typing my bloody blog......
Hmmm.... valentine's day.... bought flowers for the girls in my team and frens, but the only flower I received was from Sebastian.... Work sux, I think I'm just irritable, my headset spoilt so I have to use Sebastian's headset.... lucky its his off day today.... yah its his off day and he came to work with me.... well.... I won't elaborate further if not he'll say I'm divulging too much info...
I dunno why, but I'm suddenly feeling very grouchy.... feeling very pissed and fed up..... I told Kathy wat happened and she has given me good advice, well.... its about an incident that only Kathy and I will know.... hmmm.... my mood is affecting my working efficiency..... basically, that means that I'm not as efficient as I usually am and this sux... maybe its because I din sleep, I mean I did get some rest lahz, not really sleep lahz.... aiyah...... I'm just feeling very mang zang now.... argh..... so frustrating.... everything seems to be getting on my nerves.... I wanted to get the flea and tick shampoo for Faith just now, but after breakfast the shops weren't open yet, and after that it slipped my mind, anyway, its not like as though he's gonna meet me, so wat's the rush to get the shampoo??? I just getting abit annoyed coz I really don't remember a time when Derrick would ever make an effort to come down to meet me instead of me going over.... I mean yah we're not together, but still even when we were together last time, I can count with 1 hand the number of times he actually came down..... sad rite? but still I didn't complain..... ah, nvm.... wat can I expect when he could address my birthday card to me as Dear Michelle, this card sums up all that I wanna say. wow..... and he said he didn't wanna say anything more coz he doesn't wanna say things that he doesn't mean.... Why am I talking about my bday now? coz I just saw it again the other day!! argh!! its only 10.25pm now.... I still have to stay here til 2am.... shit man.... and its damn busy, but I'm stuck doing a transfer rite now..... ARGH!!! okok.... I shall stop sounding like a brat.... time to get back to work......
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