childish bitch

a fren whom I knew since primary school, may have grown up physically, but definitely not mentally.... need I mention who it is??

I din actually want to blog abt this, but I can't take it anymore, she thinks she's queen bee, when she hangs up the phone on others, she says that she's not at fault and won't apologise, so fine, don't. I don't need to survive on ur apology, and not that I think highly of ur apology either. Everybody around is problematic, we've tried to tell u tactfully, but since u like to live under ur mum's armpit, fine, let's go blunt.

Attitude-wise, u suck, study grades wise, u also suck, human relationship wise (u have many acquaintances, but how many real frens do u have?), obviously u suck too.... ok, period.

Wat pissed me off? We had an arguement because of a bird called Raven, (hello, which respectable human being would want to be named after a breed of a bird?? "yah and my name is flamingo".... duh.....) u can bitch about me for all I care to all ur acquaintances, and try to ruin my reputation, but dun go to my own poly frens and try bitching abt me, they know me better than that.. we're no longer children, I dun play the ' if the whole world is on my side then I win!!' eh.... grow up.... how old are u already?

So much for the 'I am a woman too, I want to have a REAL husband (of male gender, not named after a breed of bird) and have kids and cook and clean' .... rite.... I'm fine with lesbians, my best fren is a lesbian and my good fren is also a lesbian, nothing is wrong, just that something is wrong when u're lesbian only coz u're fat and u're too lazy to loose weight and u think u can't find a bf! That's wat is wrong.... stupid.... bimbo.... no not bimbo, u're not slim enuff yet.

So, u think its my fault now?? since when have I taken a defensive attitude towards u when u talk bad abt Derrick or Nicholas or Gerald?? since when have I hung up on u because u were talking bad abt them, since when have u considered all their positive attributes? since when has anyone been good enuff for u?? since when was the last time u looked into the mirror and really reflect?? and U HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO SAY TO ME, SO MUCH FOR 10 YEARS OF FRENSHIP???? FUCK YOU!!

U think u can blackmail me emotionally again??? Like how u did on my 21st birthday?? u din even want to come for my birthday coz fucking Yen was having a cold?? and u had the audacity to ask me to pay for ur cab or entrance fee into dbl O??? hey!! U messed up my 21st birthday, and when I told Grace all that, u called me and asked if I COMPLAINED to Grace?? If u haven't done anything wrong, would u be afraid?? Ur tricks dun work anymore, Athena, Grace and me haven seen thru ur colours.. and wat u really are, u're nothing more than a curtain. A curtain has no mind of its own, it just goes with the wind direction.. Now, I think u were prob making up some of the stuff Kenney did, or he did those to u, coz God knows wat u have done to him.... Evil child....

Wateva.... if a fren who doesn't know me well enuff by now, to know and trust that I would want her to be happy, then fine.... dun call me ur fren, dun call me ur acquaintance, I dun wanna be insulted.

Grace was rite, she warned me that I would be too tired if I tried to help u too much, would be able to achieve better things if I shifted my energy instead of wasting my time. Now, I too am gonna shift my attention and energy to pple who are more worth it and achieve something for myself.