A new beginning

Its amazing how one person that you truly love can make a complete paradigm shift in my outlook on life.

Eversince Shaun came into my life, he made a difference. He made me happy, he made me forget my sad past. He showed me that love is not a painful thing. Its like as though he breathed life into me again.

I'm so excited that I'm at a total loss for words...

I feel like I've found that person whom I can connect with. He knows exactly how to compromise with me. He doesn't give in to me all the time. He knows when to be stern, when to be loving and when to be gentle...

I'm so happy, I'm on top of the world!

However happy, things ain't gonna be rosy. He's just started his studies, going to NS after his studies... I pray that things wouldn't change... I pray that my heart wouldn't be broken again... He matters a great deal to me and I'd give anything to have him by my side...

He's taught me to be open about my feelings. And I'm learning to be more affectionate (considering that I've been affectionless for the past 2 years).

He's the best thing that ever happened to me..

Other than my own new beginning, Jo is 9 weeks pregnant!! She's finally happy, its been something that she's been hoping for since forever!! Wedding preparations have been hectic and Shaun being the sweetest guy on earth, has been there with me to help Jo.. He makes me drink water as I wipe his perspiration off his forehead... So the bridesmaid gets pampered at the same time... ;)

Thoughts are flooding thru my head at this point in time...

Sweet thoughts of Shaun actually.... ;)

This marks an embarkation of a new journey for me and I'm loving every moment of it...