Come-back

Hey, its been a long time since I last blogged..... and so much has happened....

Well, nothing much between Derrick and I, we've been together for quite sometime now and I've never felt more loved before ;) okok, no mushy stuffies....

My god-pa passed away on 31st March, guess you could say that was what that caused me to stop blogging.... I've never had someone who was so close to me pass away.... I was so sad, he died of heart problem, something like half the heart stopped functioning, so not enough blood could get to the brains and the rest of the body, causing him to die.... It was a sad enough occasion.... I guess during that period of time, I couldn't blog, I could only cry, I got dellusional, I would stand by the coffin and talk to him and ask him to get up and stop joking with me, stop acting dead, I would be at the wake at 9am and leave the wake after MN, I just wanted to spend as much time as I have left with his physical body, I could sense he was around and watching, or should I say that even until now, I can still feel his presence around me.... I miss him alot, reunion dinners will never be the same again....

Well, work started to get crappy, alot of newbies, and as usual, lots of annoying people who take pleasure to annoy the shit out of others.... anyway, I'm already out of the shit hole, so I dun have to give a shit about stupid customers who have screwed up attitudes who call in to ask stupid questions.....

Well.... as for friends wise.... sad as it is, Grace came back sometime back, we spent some time together to catch up, she's a changed person, well, it didn't get to me until mid June, coz Derrick had some business project that will need a website designer, so naturally, the first person that would come to mind is my best friend Grace, so I smsed her to ask her whether she would be free and how much would her fees be..... but sad to say, her reply was offensive... it read

" i can't i'm very busy now, have three jobs in the pipeline and honestly i'm damn expensive. sorry."

I mean I would understand that you're busy and I dun blame you, but did you have to make it sound so malicious??? I can't help but agree that she's changed, not for the better but for the worse!! To me, now she's nothing but a shallow girl, the way she behaves and talks.... Her fake aussie accent irks me, the fact that she can only take cabs and eat at restaurants shows how much she's changed.... she's no longer the Grace I used to know, the one that used to run around without a care for the world and sometimes turn to me and say, girl, I'm broke, can u pay for my cup noodles first??? those were the tuition days, the secondary school days. all those are gone, whats left are wonderful memories and I refuse to her current behaviour ruin those beautiful memories....

Well.... the worst just came upon me on Sunday, I woke up in pain, my knee, I couldn't bend it, there was a hard bump slightly above my right knee... you may ask what happened?? I can only honestly answer, I don't know.... I can't stand for long, its hurts, I can't walk properly.... Derrick thinks its a muscle pull, and will take awhile for it to recover, I don't know whether he's right, I went to A&E on Sunday, they took an X-ray of my right knee, nothing wrong with it, now there's just alot of pain, especially in the mornings.... I feel so handicapped.... I wish the pain would go away.... its now 1pm already, waiting for Derrick to come home with lunch....

ok, he's back!!! yay!!!