Pain Pain and more PAIN!!!!

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pain pain pain.....

yes yes I know I'm screaming, but its only because I'm in major pain hell-hole..... Nothing can describe it, I can't sit properly, I can't walk properly, I'm just so handicapped I have to use Derrick's mum's old crutches.... well, it does help me to walk less painfully, but I'm still trying to get used to walking with crutches.... The swelling is not going down, the painkiller and muscle relaxant are bull-shit.... doesn't exactly works or maybe it does, but the relief that it provides just ain't up to my expectation..... I dunno how long more I will have to live with this pain, but every morining my hopes have been dashed when I try to get out of bed normally.....

Been looking for a job, but well... might as well take this opportunity to rest since I can't walk properly, anyway, wouldn't want my new employer to think that I'm crippled or tend to need MC all the time....


TV's boring, watching the re-run of American Idol.... Faith looks bored, but I can't even walk properly myself, much less to bring her out for a walk.... Hmmm.... talking about Faith, she's just got her first heat and we brought her to the Pasir Ris Pet Farm to play last Saturday and well... she was the centre of attention by all the male dogs.... and its only to Derrick's pleasure, he's so obsessed with Faith getting pregnant!!!! He's looking forward to having puppies around the house.... For the past few days, Derrick has been rubbing Faith's little tummy and chanting you're pregnant my little Faith, pregnant!!! hahaha, and yes I agree, he's nuts..... its 5.30pm already, Derrick's knocking off soon, well he usually knocks off around 7pm, dun think I'll be joining him for dinner coz my knee hurts with every, any movement and yes sometimes even when I dun move at all.... but he's got tuition class tonight so he'll be home later.... damn..... more time to be bored.... well, at least there's little Faith to keep me company..... ;) haiz.... oh! COPS showing on channel 5 now, shall go lie down in bed and watch TV.... ouch.............