Its CHRISTMAS!!!!

yay!!! its Christmas again!!!!!! hahahaha!!! Seems like Christmas is a season of love.... yes, my love and I went for Midnight Mass together at OLPS, but it was so jammed packed this year, I mean its packed every year, but this year seems more than the usual christmas crowd!! Derrick and I went early, but still had to stand outside for awhile, then we managed to squeeze in later.... Anyhow, I didn't get to stand at my usual place, coz I couldn't squeeze in (isn't it like obvious?) Mass was ok, nothing special compared to previous midnight Masses.... I brought my camera along, hoping that could take photos with the rest, but I couldn't find them, so I only took 2 photos today.... one of Kay-Lene and me, the other, is my sweetheart and me!! hehe.... He's a xmas eve baby..... so I spent the whole day with him..... mmmm.... he's been a normal human being with affection recently haha, unlike the him just before we broke up..... When I was half asleep, he kissed me and looked at me and said, "I love you"..... At that point in time, I just wished that moment could last forever..... and so I fell asleep with a HUGE smile on my face!!! Hai.... wish I wasn't home now typing this, I realised y I can't sleep when I'm home.... no darling Derrick to rub my back to sleep.... ha ha, yah I AM a big baby... or like Angel said, its a habit since I was a kid, coz I used to ask my dad to rub my back til I fell asleep.... hmmm hmmm!! Anyway its not a crime mahz... and I like to bite on corners of my small pillow... heeheehee.... and because of that, I used to have a small pillow at Derrick's place, and his mum thought that it was for Faith!! I said... errr... no.... hmmm, its mine.... *shy smile* then she laughed!! she was like.... Aiyoh!!! u like little girl like that!!! and yes, my recent 2 ponytails don't help.... and Gerald Koh!!! I dun care if u think its weird, coz I like it, hmph!! hehe...

Somehow, I'm feeling a little too happy to sleep.... I wanna go take hippo bus tmrw, errr.... later today.... take photos of Christmas lightings!!! and of course Derrick has agreed to go with me and Angel too!!! yay!!! but trying to find a fourth person to come along..... but both Joel and Qitai said no.... hehe, shall ask Derrick to ask Devin to see if he's free or Nicholas Ang also can.... Just to prevent misunderstandings.... Nicholas Ang and the bastard Nic are 2 totally different persons!!! ;) Anyway, I shall try to psycho myself to go to sleep to meet my sweetie in LaLa Land... hehe!! Messaged Angel, but think that piggy also in LaLa Land liaoz..... shit, I'm last again.... better go now!!!!