Thoughts..

hmmm... dunno why.... time suddenly passes so slowly.... like as though its crawling.... I'm just thinking so much all of a sudden that I know if I don't write them down, I would forget... but after writing it all down... I'm just waiting for that reason.... the bottom line is the reason... not the song... but the reason for me to give it all another try would be that kind of love I'm looking for... its not easy, its to love unconditionally, to accept, forgive and love even more... I'm trying to achieve that myself... I'm so busy with thoughts, weird thoughts.... this year's birthday, I'm gonna pamper myself.... I used to buy handphone as a gift to myself... this year I want it to be a Tiffany's ring... the mesh ring.... maybe i would buy it in advance... and guess what, my ring size is my fav number! could it really be such a coincidence.... then I thought abt my future wedding (if I do get married) my engagement ring is the love diamond from the carat club.... its drop dead gorgeous.... then bells ringing in church, walking down the aisle with pews decorated with lovely flowers and fabrics, with little girls as my flower girls throwing petals on the floor and my Mr Right sitting right in front of the altar, the altar boys and the priest right in front and the choir just upstairs... I guess those who know me already know which church I'm refering to.... Back to reality.... can I even find my Mr Right??? Is there a Mr Right??? I dunno.... I really dunno.... its time to knock off now...