Argh....

Dunno why... supposed to get back to work.... but no mood to work... damn sianz.... got alot of nonsense to handle today... shit man.... Sebastian is going to buy iPod... he's buying it not for himself, he buys it because 'someone' likes it.... of course I've given him my word that I wouldn't say who the 'someone' is lahz.... haiz.... things people do for love, but then again, I was there before, I'll be there again soon, I know, but not for the same unworthy person i.e: Derrick. I don't yearn for him anymore, I don't smile when I think of him, I don't even want to think of him, I laugh when I think of the time when his mum called me to check if I was alright and I told her I'll be ok, and she told me this: " I know my son is a bloody proud boy, his bloody attitude is bad." Well, she'd have made a great mother-in-law, she's been great to me, I really wanna thank her for all her kind words and for all the times she prepared meals for me.... I do miss the fish that she steams... very nice... *yum*yum* but hmmm... nvm....

Hmm... my colleague is having issues too.... hmmm... its sad lahz, I wouldn't wanna be in his shoes... not that I wasn't there before, but I just dun wanna be there again.... I told him, if u love her, fly there and tell her, but well, final decision is up to him, although he said there's not only 1 girl in this world wat, but well, if you really think that way, then why are u affected by this???

Well, love can hurt.... alot.... but it's wat you do in and abt the relationship that makes it wat it is.... now that I've gotten over Derrick, I suddenly remembered this song, its very very apt and I like it, its by Mariah Carey and its the 1st CD I bought, Music Box.... Everything Fades Away.....

Baby,
don't tell me you miss me,
you love me
Don't whisper gently that you can't forget me
Tonight
tonight
cause I've heard it all before
Just turn away
don't play that game
Baby I don't want to anymore

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same

Baby
Don't tell me
you're sorry you hurt me
How many times can I give in
How many battles can you win
Oh don't beg for mercy
Tonight
tonight
cause I can't take any more
Just turn around
don't break me down
Baby I don't love you like before

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby

Intermediate

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby

It only fades, it only fades
Baby don't tell me you miss me you love me... (Repeat and fade)