Just came back from lunch, no wat lunch... Didn't have lunch... couldn't eat.... Had tears and sorrows for lunch.... No, I'm not angry with Grace, she did whatever she did with best interests at heart.... I didn't know that she would call Derrick after reading my blog.... I didn't think that would happen.... I don't blame her at all.... We're not getting back together, I know.... but I can't accept, I can't walk away.... I sat at the playground last night and I looked at Blk 577 and when Derrick knelt down on the 12th September 2004, to ask me to give him 1 more chance... and I gave it to him..... But I never got that chance.... never.... never....
Nana was worried about me just now.... I told her not to worry, I'll be fine, soon.... very soon.... I scalded my hand in the pantry again just now.... somehow, it didn't hurt.... it just didn't.... My chest hurts and I feel like taking a knife to just stab right through it, actually, I ought to, I really ought to....
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