I'm just so not in the mood to work.... went to activate call tones on my handphone and purchased a few call tones.... I've got Xin Ru Dao Ge by Ekin Cheng and just bought If I ain't Got you by Alicia Keys.... The songs all have meanings.... When I'm feeling down and emotional, I like to relate to songs... so the songs that I like or I paste the lyrics here, all have a special meanings.... But does he understands and knows? No.... he doesn't even call me remember? I'm beginning to talk to myself.... After work today, I should be meeting Sebastian, but how often can he keep me company to try to take my mind off things... try.... coz he can't.... nothing can actually.... I dunno why today its hurting me exceptionally to the point I can key in 3 entries in a day.... Maybe its because I haven't taken my medication in 3 days.... I'm feeling emotionally unstable, blowing my nose and working at the same time.... That should be the most logical reason I can think of.... Its 4.45pm now.... Time is crawling by me.... and there's zilch I can do abt it.... Nothing's the same anymore, and there's no more meaning to it.... Yes you can say I'm despondent, I don't care.... I don't care.... There's only 1 thing that I care about now, but I can never have... "There's nothing left to say" and my broken record plays its sucky tune again.... People say Love is a Many Splendid Thing.... not to me... not one bit...
"Two roads diverged in the yellow woods, and I, I took the one less taken by and that makes all the difference...."
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